I've been a nurse for 31 years. For almost two of them, I was dealing with the same brain fog and memory lapses patients had been describing to me.
If you've been told to get more sleep, reduce your stress and eat better, I know exactly how that conversation goes. I'd spent years giving that advice myself.
Then I was the one following it. And still struggling.
By the time I tried The Vitamin B Complex by rynw, I'd already changed my sleep, cut back on coffee, stopped drinking alcohol and tried two other B complexes.
So when I took that first capsule, I didn't expect much. I'd already been disappointed twice.
But the reason I tried it matters. Because this started long before I ordered the bottle.
The words that vanish mid-sentence. The brain fog that sits over your thinking like a blanket you can't pull off. The appointments written down on every surface because you simply don't trust your own memory anymore. I've had patients sit across from me and ask, quietly, whether what they're experiencing is the beginning of something worse. Day after day, I see the fear behind that question.
About two years ago, it happened to me. My own thinking started to slip.
At first it was small things. Taking longer to find a word I'd used a thousand times. Walking into a room and standing there completely blank. By the end of a shift I couldn't hold a thought for more than a few seconds. But the worst part was the feeling underneath it all, the quiet, persistent worry that I was watching myself begin a journey I'd seen before. In patients. And in my own mother.
Last year, I couldn't remember the name of a colleague I'd worked with for a decade.
I knew her face. I knew who she was. We had worked alongside each other for a decade. Her name simply wouldn't come.
And when it finally did, I couldn't just carry on and tell myself the same thing again.
I was tired of hearing my own advice in my head while the problem kept returning.