I ordered it. It was more expensive than what I'd tried before, but at that point I didn't care.
When it arrived, I checked the label before I even opened it. Methylcobalamin. 5-MTHF. P5P.
All eight B vitamins listed.
Every dose specified.
No proprietary blends.
I took the first capsule that morning. I didn't expect much. I'd already been disappointed twice.
But after about a week, I noticed something. The mid-afternoon heaviness, that point in the day where my thinking would slow to a crawl, wasn't hitting the same way. Like something that had been dragging was releasing slightly. I was holding onto thoughts for longer. Conversations felt easier to follow.
By the end of the second week, I had a long phone call with my sister. Forty minutes. I didn't lose my train of thought once. I didn't have to ask her to repeat herself. I didn't reach for a word and find nothing there. It sounds like a small thing. It wasn't small.
By week four, my daughter said something to me unprompted. "Mum, you seem really switched on lately." She didn't know I'd changed anything. I hadn't told her.
It's been six weeks now. The fog that was sitting over my thinking every single day has lifted significantly. I'm not writing everything down anymore because I don't trust my memory, I'm writing things down because that's just what organised people do. The difference matters.
I saw my patient last week and thanked her. She just smiled and said she was glad it helped.